For Anyone Whoâs Done Forgetting Themselves
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You know the next level of your life isnât about accommodating, adjusting or endlessly fixing yourself, itâs about finally becoming your own safe space. And to learn the most forbidden art of all times: choosing you.Â
For this, you deserve a teacher who is a living example of unshakable self-worth through life's challenges. Someone who truly understands where youâre coming from but also carries a rare lineage, cuts through the spiritual fluff, and offers original teachings you wonât find anywhere else.
IS LIFE LEAVING YOU EXHAUSTED?Â
HEALING, THERAPY, SHARING, CLEANSING, MEDITATING AND JOURNALING. YOUâVE MASTERED THE FIX-YOURSELF CHECKLIST. NOW YOUR SELF-WORTH DEMANDS YOU STEP UP
Always saying yes?
Constantly doubting yourself?
Surrounded but still lonely?
Afraid to be seen?
You Tried Your Best to Keep the Peace
But No More CompromiseâItâs Time to Choose Yourself
Youâre not alone if youâve lost touch with who you really are beneath the roles, the expectations, and the constant fire-fighting in relationships. If youâve silenced your voice to keep the peace, ignored your intuition, or hidden the parts of you that didnât feel acceptable. If youâve rejected yourself, abandoned your emotions, or even invalidated your own intelligence, you already know how heavy it feels and how that weight turns into a quiet pain, a longing for something deeper, kinder, and more true.
This space is for you if you are ready to remember yourself again, to honour your truth, and to reconnect with the self-worth you were born with. Not the worldly kind of self-worth that demands you prove yourself against all odds, but your Birthright Self-Worth, the unshakable knowing that you are valuable simply because you exist. More than anything, this is about learning the forbidden art of finding yourself again. If your heart longs for this, Wisdom Teacher Udumbara Gesu welcomes you to Navel Consciousness and to your Birthright Self-Worth.
What Will Shift in You?
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You'll Awaken Your Birthright Self-Worth
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FALSE- healing trauma will automatically fix your self-worth.
TRUTH- youâve been deliberately kept from your Birthright Self-Worth so trauma can keep repeating.
BREAKTHROUGH- Rather than only healing your trauma, letâs awaken the Birthright Self-Worth that was always yours.
Navel Consciousness reveals that you were deliberately conditioned to fit in and endlessly prove yourself in an unforgiving world, creating a cycle of self-defeat. Keeping you disconnected from your Birthright Self-Worth, a sacred, non-negotiable power you were born with but disconnected from at birth. You never learnt to live it.Â
Navel Consciousness says that Birthright Self-Worth is the unshakable safe space within you, the deep knowing that you are valuable simply because you exist. It isnât tied to achievements, approval, or how much you accommodate others. It means respecting yourself, trusting yourself, and allowing yourself to take up space in the world without apology.
Through Navel Consciousness fundamentals, UG guides you step by step to awaken this Birthright Self-Worth. Once activated, you stop shrinking, stop over-giving, and stop doubting your voice. Instead, you finally become your own safe spaceâthe inner foundation that shapes how you think, love, work, and relate with freedom and truth.
Radical Honesty Will Become Your Sanctuary
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FALSE âTruth is dangerous. Youâve been told it will break relationships, make you unlovable, or leave you abandoned. So youâve learned to hide, to smooth things over, to silence yourself.
TRUTH âRadical honesty is an ancient art, it is the shortcut. Being true to yourself doesnât destroy you, it heals you. It ends self-betrayal, and opens the door to freedom and connection.
BREAKTHROUGH âInstead of fearing truth, lets learn to harness it to transform at the speed of Buddha.
 Navel Consciousness teaches that for thousands of years, humanity has been trained to fear the truth, to run from it, avoid it, and build entire lives around not seeing whatâs real. Youâve been kept from being true to yourself, which is why struggle and pain feel normal in relationships. And since relationships are the biggest part of life on earth, the cost has been enormous.Â
Through guided immersions, UGâll walk with you as you return to the safety of truth gently, at your own pace.Instead of fearing truth, imagine harnessing it as your greatest ally. Radical honesty becomes a tool for quantum personal enlightenment, swift, precise, and life-changing. Not slow, not lifetime after lifetime, but transformation at the speed of Buddha.
Youâll begin to welcome back the parts of yourself youâve hidden or rejected, learn how to have honest conversations with yourself, and discover empowering clarity in your relationships with others. Most of all, youâll learn how to be joyous about your 'flaws', finding the superpowers hidden inside your struggles. And multiply your self-worth a million times.Â
Turn Cosmic Signals Into Personal Insights
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FALSE â You should heal all on your own. Read the books, do the self-help, figure it all out by yourself. After all, gurus and teachers are only out there to exploit you, right?
TRUTH âSelf-help is the other extreme of a submissive mindset. It isolates you from real support and connection, leaving you starving for your own true self.
BREAKTHROUGH â The shift isnât about giving your power away or isolating yourself. Itâs about stepping into sovereignty by being initiated by truly sovereign teachers who initiate you into freedom, help you move beyond endless healing cycles, blind spots, self-lies, and patterns of submission. Teachers who expand you rather than diminish you.
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Navel Consciousness teaches that you have blind spots you canât reach alone. Trying to do it all by yourself only drains you and cuts you off from the support that could help you heal. For thousands of years, humanity has swung back and forth between dependence and isolation, forgetting the fundamental law of expansionâinitiation. Initiation is the sacred crossing into a new way of being, where the self is transformed and rooted in something larger than conditioned individuality.
The truth is, you canât see all your own blind spots. Trying to heal and figure it all out by yourself only leaves you drained and cut off from the support that could actually help. For thousands of years, weâve swung like a pendulum between relying too much on others and isolating ourselves completely. What weâve forgotten is the real way we growâinitiation. Initiation is that sacred moment of crossing into a new way of being, where youâre no longer limited by old conditioning but rooted in something much bigger and truer than youâve ever known.
happened in the presence of a teacher, through eye contact, honesty, and the courage to face truths weâre taught to avoid. The teacherâs aura, their lived wisdom, and their unshakable presence created an energetic field that lifted the student into a new way of being.
That same ancient practice lives here. In this community, you donât just âwork on yourself.â You step into a living field of upgradeâwhere being in the teacherâs presence, sharing difficult truths, and receiving original teachings naturally shifts your energy. Thinking changes. Emotions realign. Life begins to flow differently.
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What Will Your Transformation Look Like?
âď¸ From People-Pleasing to Boundaries
âď¸ From Self-Doubt to Self-Trust
âď¸ From Hiding to Being Seen
âď¸ From Toxic Cycles to Healthy Love
âď¸ From Disconnection to Inner Belonging
âď¸ From Survival Living to Freedom to Flourish.
âď¸ From Comparison to Confidence
âď¸ From Managing Relationships to Creating Resonance
âď¸ From Emptiness to Fulfilment
âď¸ From Shame to Self-Love
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What Is Navel Consciousness
The Science and Spirit of it
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A WisdomâWiser Than Your Heart & Smarter Than Your MindÂ
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Modern science is beginning to affirm this primordial wisdom: the gut is a second brain. Rich in neurons, it communicates constantly with the brain and heart, shaping our moods, instincts, and decisions. But Navel Consciousness reveals a quantum leap beyond this. Your navel is a portal to a third intelligence beyond the conditioning of the mind and the reactivity of the heart. It is an ancient knowing in your belly, sharper than your mind, wiser than your heart, and deeply nourishing to your soul. A different field of consciousness altogether, offering a coherence beyond man-made reality, the source code of liberation and inner peace that existed long before conditioning, trauma, or societal programming.
In todayâs world, this hidden power of yours has been emotionally and energetically severed. The result? A lingering restlessness. A compulsive drive to prove and outdo yourself, chasing milestone after milestone while your inner self remains unmet.
Yet youâve tasted this intelligence before. Remember those rare moments of pure freedom? As a child lost in play. As a lover fully surrendered. As a creator immersed in flow. As an inventor creating. Those werenât accidents. They were glimpses into the third intelligence. No one ever taught you to pursue it or even trust it. No one showed you how to use it. Until now.
UG helps you return to your Navel Consciousness, the intelligence you were born with but never taught to trust. As you awaken it, your life begins to expand. It becomes more multidimensional, magical and deeply meaningful.
You will begin to savour your life, here and now, wholly immersed in it. As UG beautifully puts it, you will enter into a love affair with your very own life.
What Clients Say
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Elena, 32, SpainÂ
â Lawyer
âYou peel a person to their bare brilliance. Whatâs left is an undeniable inner clarity. We love the authenticity that UG laughingly facilitates in us. After starting FSTS community, we feel a totally different level of self-love. We respect ourselves and each other with ease and understanding. Feeling peaceful is an understatement. We love you, our darling Udumbara. We will stay on this journey for a long time to come because we are sort of addicted to inner clarity now :).â
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Arjun, 41, IndiaÂ
â EntrepreneurÂ
âFor a millennial, its a journey like no other. I know that we millennials are yearning for a deeper purpose in life. Survival is not our goal. I donât just want to live. I want to create an impact. My actual purpose began to surface on UG's one year program. It was very different from what I had imagined it to be.Â
As an influencer & entrepreneur now when I create content, itâs from my heart with a purpose to connect, build trust and heal. The impact has grown multifold, the audience trust ratings are up. My relatives have stopped nagging me. Instead, they want my opinions now. These are only a few long term transformations that I am listing. Everything else has changed. Everything! By helping me find my true life purpose, UG directed me to a never before freedomâ

Sophia, 28, United States Â
â Artist
âI could not only see my blindspots but I could also heal them extensively. I am not free from them but I am not at their mercy anymore. I have an upperhand for sure. And for this I am forever grateful to my beautiful soul sister, UG.Â
What I love about UG' style is that she brings you to the most profound healing with ease and even a lot of laughter.
Now, I want to invite my friends to this awakening and I do hope they can see it for the chance that it isâ.

David, 50, United KingdomÂ
â DoctorÂ
âOver the last 6 months in FSTS community with UG I have learnt that trauma and grief doesn't define us. What I have learnt most importantly is how to let it go with ease. The space UG holds for you, the transformative power she has, the ease she facilitates, the language and her laughter, everything is healing. Clarity is her power and she envelopes you in it."

Mei, 38, SingaporeÂ
â Corporate ExecutiveÂ
âI joined FSTS community because I just loved the name. I have been a confused person all my life. I have been a person who has sacrificed her happiness for everyone else. UG's superpower is a penetrating inner clarity about life and us the person living it. She breaks life down into bite sized chewable pieces that one can start to enjoy. I have always wanted to have a zen teacher like her. Sharp, loving, wise and bold beyond words. She teaches you a liberating boldness to live your truth. She is strict to look at but once you come into her energy, her aura is so loving. Laughter and fun define my experience of coming home to me and being more me than I ever haveâ.

Jonas, 67, GermanyÂ
â Retired EngineerÂ
âI was looking for love. Not just romantic love but love in general. This world is so serious, so selfish and so unromantic about life. I found not just a loving teacher in UG, I also found a fun tribe that loves to have clarity in life. I am very happy about FSTS community. Every month I look forward to UG's incredible presence and wisdom and the aura of the tribe. It boosts me up for the whole month ahead. "
Meet Your Wisdom Teacher - UG
| 4th-Gen Indigenous MysticÂ
| Founder of Navel Consciousness
| M.Sc Psychotherapy & CounsellingÂ
| Healing Since 1998
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What should I address Udumbara Gesu as?
You can call her UG. Her spiritual title is the Primordial Motherâs Mystic. She is the founder of Navel Consciousnessâ˘, the 9th dimensional science of personal growth, spirituality & healing. UG is honoured worldwide for her exemplary clarity, empowering honesty and unconditional compassion.
What is UG's spiritual background?
UG is 4th generation Indigenous Eastern mystic from India. Born to doyens of Meditation & Energy Healing, UG grew up in the presence of God-intoxicated Masters & elusive mystics of India. Fuelling an out-of-this-world understanding of consciousness from an early age. She experienced her first satori at 14.
- UG's father Viswavijay Aftab was personally mentored by Osho, the legendary disruptive master. Â
- UG's mother Maa Rabiya is a famed energy healing master .
- John Lennon and George Harrison of the famous band Beatles had invited UG's uncle Raghvendra to start his own meditation practice in London in the 1960's.
What is UG's educational & professional qualification?
UG has double post graduation. One of which is a M.Sc in Counselling & Psychotherapy with first class. She regularly updates herself with cutting edge mental health education. Thus walking the essence of East & West, Ancient & Modern balance fully.Â
Does UG have any influential clients?Â
Some of UG's famous clients are author Tanya Stewner, business leader Jesh Krishnamurthy, chef Marina Balakrishnan, relationship coach Ekta Dixit, & mystical artist ShivShera Azeer.
Has UG featured in media or influential platforms?
UG is a TEDx speaker. She has also spoken at various occasions with the rotary club and Aids Help. UG has appeared in regional, national and international media including Times of India, Tattva Viveka, The Indian Express, The Speaking Tree, Life Positive, Parent & Child, DNA, The Atelier, the Mid day etc.
Since when has UG been practicing?
Since 1998 from the age of 19, UG is preferred by influential and conscious seekers worldwide who solicit her guidance on personal growth, spiritual awakening & healing.
Who is UG personally?
Beyond the mystic, teacher, and founderâŚ
UG is a conscious mother, life partner to a wild-hearted artist, a homemaker, a lover of heritage handloom textiles, & sustainability advocate reviving timeless indigenous living in her personal life.
She is both soft and fierce, grounded and otherworldly.
Equal parts human and cosmic.
A fan of your soul, and a mirror to your strength.
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Praise For UGÂ
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Tanya Stewner
Author of worldwide bestselling series Alea AquariusÂ
 "Udumbara Gesu is all about authenticity. She is very clear with her thoughts, emotions and her actions. She is walking the talk. She takes great pride in taking care of her students. Itâs rare to find such compassion and commitment. The kind of person that she is, is inspiring".

Kerstin DĂźllmann
Artist & Exclusive Travel Curator
"I've known Udumbara Gesu since 2003. I lived with UG in India for 5 years. I've witnessed her clarity in life. And that's why I can say that she has the heart of a realised woman, someone who helps you to tap into the most upgraded version of yourself." Â
How Does It Work?
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âď¸ How long is the program?
âď¸ How personal is this?
âď¸ Whatâs the community like?
âď¸ Is it done online?
âď¸ Does UG conduct it personally?
âď¸ Is there a prerequisite to join?
âď¸ How much time does it take?
âď¸ What is the cost of the program?
âď¸ Is there any bonus for attending the program?
âď¸ Will the event be recorded? Will recordings be available?
âď¸ Is there a refund policy?
Monthly
âš 7500/ per month
billed monthly
- Monthly live group coaching with UG (âŹ290)
- Personal pre-coaching assessment(âŹ125)
- Live meditations & activations
- Private community lounge
Yearly
/ per month
âš 85000 billed yearly
- Get the 12th Month Free
- Monthly live group coaching with UG (âŹ290)
- Personal pre-coaching assessment(âŹ125)
- Live meditations & activations
- Private community lounge
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